L'absurdité de l'existence, [[MORE]]I just washed up the knife I used chopping...

I just washed up the knife I used chopping up the fruit for my smoothie earlier and couldn’t find a tea towel so wiped it on my sleeve of the dressing gown without thinking about it and eurhgurghuehruruugruhh gag gag gag gag. It just reminded me of when I used to self harm and euuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurgh. Now I want to vomvomom.